I understand the frustration, but it’s important to understand the power of placing many bets. (Sorry if we drone on about this )
1000 bets sound like a lot, but it’s really not with the amount of variance and an edge of 3%.
Variance results in proportionally larger swings when starting out as well.
Example:
With a 3% yield (edge), the risk of getting a negative profit after 1000 bets is around 16 %.
However, after 5000 bets, the risk is down to ~1.5 %. 98.5 % of bettors will be profitable.
I hope this makes sense, and gives some hope for the future.
Play around with this bet simulator and see for yourself.
1000 bets:
5000 bets: